一桩大学舍友同室操戈的惨剧，有着足以耸动坊间的所有要素，甚至让民间福尔摩斯倾巢出动，过了一把瘾。只是碰到了更惨烈的天灾，才消停了一些。然而，这个被冠之以“复旦投毒案”的事件，随着好事媒体对细节的渐次披露，肯定会再次耸动舆论。

一桩大学舍友同室操戈的惨剧,Have enough anecdotal up all elements,Even the folk holmes between people on duty,Have a pair of addiction.Just met a terrible natural disaster,To die.however,This is as"Fudan poisoning case"In the event,To details with good media gradually revealed,Will once again stirred up public opinion.

　　作为复旦曾经的学生，心里很痛。痛楚的，是两个青春勃发、才华横溢的孩子毁于一旦，两个平凡而温暖的家庭从此暗无天日。

作为复旦曾经的学生,The in the mind very pain.The pain of,Are the two youth arose/Gifted children,Two ordinary and warm family from the darkness.

　　如果没有那个把毒剂注入饮水机的可怕举动，林同学还将一如既往地作为积极上进、克己孝顺的“好孩子”，被家人和乡邻传颂。从媒体报道看，甚至林同学的很多特质，和被他毒杀的黄洋颇为相似，一样的优秀，一样的自立自强，都不依赖家庭资助完成学业……

如果没有那个把毒剂注入饮水机的可怕举动,Lin also will, as always, as active/Self-denial of filial piety"Good boy",And citizen celebrated by the family.From media reports,Even the classmate Lin many qualities,And he echoed Huang Yang poison,The same good,As free-standing self-improvement,Don't rely on family help finish school……

　　媒体很强大也很可怕，尚未被剥夺公民权的林同学的所有隐私，已经被搁在放大镜前细细打量了。那是一个家人、乡邻和同学并不熟悉的林同学，是他竭力掩盖的另一个自我：自卑、爆粗口、报复心重。

媒体很强大也很可怕,Has not yet been disenfranchised Lin classmates all the privacy,Has been put in front of the magnifying glass to look at.It is a family/Citizen and students are not familiar with Lin,He tried to cover up another self:Low self esteem/Blasting swearing/vengeful.

　　其实，很多人都有另一个不那么美好的自我。所谓教育，所谓教养，其实就是对不美好的自我的持续修正，是对不健康的欲望的持续疏导。清高如闻一多，也会在诗中叹息：“你知道我爱英雄，还爱高山\我爱一幅国旗，在风中招展\可是还有一个我，你怕不怕\苍蝇似的思想，垃圾桶里爬……”

其实,A lot of people have a less beautiful self.所谓education,The so-called educated,Is actually the not good self sustained correction,Is the continuous channel of an unhealthy desire.Lofty as wen yiduo,Will sigh in the poem:"You know I love hero,Also love the mountains, I love a picture of a flag,Waving in the wind, but there is a me,Are you scared \ flies,A trash can climb……"

　　曾经有过“苍蝇似的思想”，丝毫没有影响闻一多的伟大，因为他更拥有“风中招展”的英雄、高山之旗，拥有厚重的三坟五典和诗情画意，足以噤住那些“苍蝇”。闻一多不怕承认那个不美好的自我。那个年代，自我剖析、自我反省，甚至成了一种潮流。率性而为，也不会被当成异数。像闻一多见了梁实秋寄来的科罗拉多大学的明信片，觉其美如天堂，便立即打点行装，退了芝加哥美院的学籍，转学去和梁实秋做同窗……他可以自由自在、踏踏实实地做他想做的事，哪怕是匪夷所思。

曾经有过"They thought",Does not affect the greatness of wen yiduo,Because he has more"Waving in the wind"The heroes of the/Mountain flag,With the massive books written in remote antiquity and poetic,Enough to keep silent"A fly".Wen yiduo yourself admit that is not good.That s,self-analysis/self-reflection,Even become a trend.Whatever you for,Will not be as an outlier.As wen yiduo saw liang to send postcards of the university of Colorado,Its beautiful like heaven,Immediately fix pack,The academy of admitted to the university of Chicago,Transfer to classmates and liang shiqiu……He could be free/Builders of do what he wants to do,Even if it is ridiculous.

　　可是，现在的学生，有生动做人的自在么？有任情任性的可能么？作为工业化流水线的教育产品，无论家长、老师还是社会，认可的只是考试分数和录取通知。当老师在一遍遍张贴高分榜、家长每天在问“你和同桌谁测验分数高”时，鲜有人关注学生是否也会有另一个不安分的“自我”，是否有化解“苍蝇似的思想”的能力和渠道。

可是,Today's students,With a vivid life comfortable?Has the potential of harmonized appearances capricious?作为工业化流水线的education产品,Regardless of the parents/The teacher or social,Just test scores and approved by the admission notice.When the teacher posted over high score list/Parents are asking every day"You and your deskmate who high test scores"when,Few people concern about whether students will also have another restless"self",Whether there is resolve"They thought"Ability and channel.

　　早年，复旦校长李登辉有个雅号，“复旦的保姆”，那是极言他对复旦精神、对复旦学子的呵护爱惜。我们现在的老师，甚至家长，有时也像“保姆”，对学生的课堂纪律、考试成绩自然还有生活起居，关注得巨细靡遗，然而，对孩子心灵的呵护，却是粗枝大叶，结果，一些被压抑的“苍蝇”可能在暗处滋长，极端罪案固然是极少数的偶然，但在“没人知道我是谁”时，那弥漫着的刻薄与谩骂，却如苍蝇般嗡嗡于网上，时不时蔚为“大观”……

早年,President lee teng-hui fudan has dubbed,"Fudan's nanny",It is a word his spirit to fudan/Care care of fudan students.Our teacher now,Even parents,Sometimes it is like"The nanny",On students' classroom discipline/Test scores nature and life daily life,Attention to detail,however,Care to the child's mind,It is careless,As a result,Some of the repressed"A fly"May grow in the dark,Extreme crime is rare chance,But in the"Nobody know who I am"when,That pervaded the unkind and abuse,But like a fly buzzing in the Internet,From time to time become"observatory"……

　　闻一多向往的“心宫底禁闼大开”的愉悦与松驰，也是这一代孩子的可望而不可即的精神奢侈品。而面对他那“你怕不怕”的问题，又有几人能坦然说“不怕”呢？

闻一多向往的"Heart of fundus Ta bans"Pleasure and relaxation,Is this generation of kids and that is the spirit of luxury.And in the face of his"Are you scared"The problem of,There are several people can open that"Not afraid of"??